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Saturday after (I can’t hear anything out of my right ear…) 3:36pm sept 27th, 2008

Once again, it goes without saying but SO freakin’ much has happened since my last post. In a 4 day range since tuesday I’ve been through quite a fair number of experiences I’m not really used to going through back in Canada. I really think there are some of you who are really curious as to what I mean, and I know I’ve been nothing but unfair in my updates, leaving out lots of details, and not even getting my posts up! I shouldn’t have decided to have this site if I wasn’t going to update it. I’m really sorry, but I’m still waiting on my roomates to split internet costs, and I haven’t gone through the appropriate procedures at school yet to get wireless on my lappy while on campus. I will very soon though! Life has just been taking me on one hell of a ride that I haven’t had too many chances to get off of yet. I’d hope someday that you too can understand my feeling now.

Let’s go chronologically here, starting with the first day of school on Wednesday.

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PICS AND NEW POSTS UP SOON! I FINALLY GOT INTERNET ON MY LAPPY! YAYYY!

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Written on Tuesday, September 23rd, 2008

It has been 2 weeks since the day I arrived here in Soka, and there is already so much to write down here that I could literally be sitting here for hours just frantically typing away. I’ve been sitting here at the local bucks for the last 15 minutes, sipping on my iced latte, trying to thing of some sort of logical way to break this post up into segments that make sense. Probably would have been easier if I updated day by day. I guess I have to start doing that, but then I hate when these things just turn into my daily routine: I woke up this morning, brushed my teeth, changed, went to school, blah blah blah. I’m still thinking about what is relevant to discuss here, what others will want to read, and what I will want to re-read in the future.

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Almost 2 weeks have passed since I wrote this first post. Since then there has been so much going on and a lot of things have changed. New posts will definitely come, but for now, here is the post from the day after I arrived.

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Initial Thoughts (7:27am @ Starbucks Soka Station… no internet here):

In the last day or 2 alone I’ve gone through such a wide range of emotions that I am not often used to going through in such a short period of time. While I know deep down that no matter what I think of feel at present in terms of anxiety, regret, fear, and uncertainty, that I have made the right choice by coming here, there is something that currently bothers me about being in Japan this time around. (more…)

Wondering why adsense has decided to run anime dvd box set banners rather than anything useful. Anyways, out of here in 3 days. Until then, I have nothing exciting to talk about. Just going to update and tweak the site here and there to suit my needs when I’m in Japan. Thinking about taking my youtube vids down as well, but haven’t made a final decision. I’m actually really surprised that I’ve come close to 300 subscribers with the amount of inactivity, lack of Japanese speaking, and lack of being present in Japan.

Oh well… hopefully that all ends in 3 days time. I definitely need to give my brain some time to jump start into a proper schedule again though, as the last month or so hasn’t been an eventful one in terms of studying. I get tired reading books now…. in english =( So it is my hope that while stressed out studying into the late hours of the night at a local Starbucks in Japan, that I will use some slack time to keep everyone updated with my thoughts.

Thanks for reading.